My current feeling

no one knows how much pain u went through
no one knows how much hard work u paid off
no one knows how much tears u drops in the midnight
no one knows how much things u have done
no one knows how important u are
no one knows how many stress and sorrow u been through
no one knows that something will never success without u
no one ever see ur tears and pain beneath ur smiles
no one ever look into urself
no one care ever of u
no one sympathy at u
no one ever assist u
i wonder.............

what's going to happen if I disappear suddenly?
how they will react after my disappearance?
will they even notice the importance of my presence?





i wonder.......................................... when can i leave this hell and live a better life for next or................
rest peacely at somewhere else......................... maybe............... :)