Wednesday, 16 October 2013

14/10/2013

it is a holiday after the graduation night
quite bored though
i stay at home doing nothing but watching tv
i had watch about 3-4 movies and dramas today
i brought my sister to take breakfast at Sin Chiew
it is very happy until my mom is back
she ruin my whole day mood
i tried my best the chopped the bones for soup tonight
but when she came back
she says nothing but began to scold me
what in the world
i dont even know what's happening
she scolded me madly
oh please
it is our holiday
cant i take a break?
u dont know how much i struggle in my school life
u dont know how hard i struggle to understand all the syllabus
u dont know how exhausted i am when i finish every house chores
u don tknow how tired i am when it comes to thursday
i finished tuition at 7.10pm
begins to fetch my brother and sister to rush for their tuition
until 9pm
then i can sit down and take my dinner
but did u know how tired i am?
did u even realize the sorrow behind my smile ?
have u even care of what i do?
do u know a thing about me?
i do really wish that u can noticed my presence is important
i am so independent since young
i'd walked to tuition everyday no matter how bad the weather is
i'd rush to the mini market to get all the stuff and ingredient u want
i'd rush to the tuition to accompany my sister to walk back home
i'd rush back from a very distant tuition centre to home
i'd rush cooking dinner for my everyone when u fal sick
i'd do everything u want
i just want to hear a thing from u
"my dear girl,thank you and i appreciate what u've done"
but did u even notice my tears or my sweat?
i wonder do u even love me as one of ur child?

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